I wanna watch a movie but I also wanna finish this book but I also wanna go to bed but I also wanna eat something but I also wanna finish that tv series but I also wanna drink something but I also wanna do something with my life
do you see my dilemma
This is sadly such an accurate description of my life it’s not even funny.
I am so excited for the next two months because
a) Going into my friend’s music studio over the next few days to record three songs I’ve written. I’m really excited because I can finally record what I’ve spent six months writing and I can finally listen to the end result.
b) Going on holiday
c) Getting my first tattoo
d) Reading Festival
only thing i’m not excited about is results because i’m really fucking nervous for them
having depression is not going to make people feel bad for you
self harming is not going to make boys want to kiss your scars
mental disorders are fucking serious
not quirks for you to add to your personality description
you know when you listen to a song a whole bunch of times and there is that one line that you never understand and then one day heaven above opens and shines the light and you finally know the words and it’s like an epiphany